17/10-2008
i've been to afraid and i've had to much regret to even say a word. I just want to tell you that what I said to you wasn't personal even tough it seemed so. the fact that i'm scarrin you is understandable so it pains me that i dare writing to you. but it's I really just want to say that It was a fucked up time in my life everything i touched with went wrong.. I am not looking for forgiveness or anything.. I just wanted to get this out of my mind which it has been untill, I saw blog at "home" on new comment's. made me think back i barely remember what happened i just remember it was really fucked up. I needed to get this out of my chest for personal matter's. I'll Never bother you again and won't even read your blog as you have told me. Well again sorry but i am looking to find my selfrespect needed to say this i think :S
Well hope you find what you searching for and Have a great life!
and again sorry for contacting you.
haha oj du publicera det där.. var skrivet för att förklara med rejäl självdistans... första posten på bloggen iaf alltid något :p
